Vanilla,

What do i do? please, advice me. the normal techniques arent working. they arent designed for my situation. I have tried everything i can think of to get over this, at least a little.
nothing is working.
I am still addicted.
i am still hooked.
Logic isnt defeating emotion like it should.
its killing me.
its. killing. me.


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds