Advice on my Scenario Pt.4

[OrangeK]

I see people on here concerned if they are pursuing, or that they have an in -house separation, or MC isn't going as well as they'd like.
I'm honestly jealous of all of you.
You children are still in their own home and bedroom.
You can actually choose whether or not you want to speak with your WS, and can gauge reactions and the development of DBing as you go. You might still save your marriage, your WS admits to conflicting feelings between you and AP, or there is no Affair.

I am left in the dark, no explanations, no closure, no chances, no hope, No justice, or fairness for myself or S3.
I would be thrilled to be in the position a lot of you are.
At least you MIGHT have a chance, at least your WS is CAPABLE of possessing emotions, feeling guilt and remorse, that your entire marriage wasn't a pre-meditated lie.

Sorry to be the Lord King of Pessimists lately folks, but people said "vent here not IRL"
I am an industrial exhaust fan of venting.