Advice on my Scenario Pt.4

[OrangeK]

Jan 24th 2018 - MC meeting that went very very sour, she told me she wanted divorce, i had been put on Meds the day prior for anxiety and depression.

I recall the meeting getting argumentative, then i next recall driving away from the meeting.

Evidently during an argument in the parking lot i allegedly punched the trunk of her car, which i may well have done, i literally do not recall doing so.

Yesterday i was told by my lawyer to take the plea deal as if i went to trial I would be charged, she knows the judge and prosecutor well, and it was set up to fail no matter what.

A TRO was issued on Jan 24th when the event happened, on Feb 27th it was continued and all conditions and orders were held in place.

Yesterday as part of the plea deal from the prosecutor, at the request of WW, the RO was extended to 1 year from yesterdays date, i can only communicate with her via text email or mail, and only regarding childcare.
As ive said, its a phenomenal avoidance technique considering she knows she did everything wrong and cheated, lied and manipulated.
Now that i'm not obsessing over her and begging and pleading, and she knows i know the truth of her demonic personality, she is avoiding me at all cost, and using the RO to reinforce her Smear Campaign that i am abusive, angry and violent.
I am not and have never been. Never ever.
Temper? yes, violent or abusive? Never in 1000000000 years. Deplorable.

I will be continuing to communicate through her mother until such time as she reaches out to me.

I'm not reaching out first.