Quote: Call ME crazy, but I personally believe that being passive all the time just makes US dislike ourselves so we have to get up the gumpsion to put on our war face and do battle with the demons.
Maybe that was part of it, that I felt I was being too strong, too understanding, too giving and forgiving..that I needed to be real, to be human. I am not perfect. I did a human thing and H saw it, once in awhile I guess it doesn't hurt to let H know that I do have feelings, that this whole situation does get to me.
I'm hoping I also put a little fear in OW, that I know what's going on and that, yes there might be the possibility that one day I will appear on her doorstep.
