Sorry to hear that

Let go

You can only control you

You are not alone

Find a friend who can be with you at this time

Do not let dark thoughts overwhelm you

What you are feeling today is temporary

One day at a time

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving