W has been very nice and pleasant, she has come to me several times over the last few days to talk. She even told me about her doctors app. where the doc asked her to take all kinds of blood test as he believes she may have a hormonal imbalance. She said the test take a few weeks. The doc also wants her in more often because she has a Thyroid condition and he upped her dosage for that. W has not offered this information with me for the last 11 months and it was nice to just have a normal convo.
W's mom came home from rehab for surgery on her leg and w and her family are really happy. MIL's birthday is Friday and they are having a cake for her. I was not asked to go but thats fine.
I look at my W and I am not sure I even want to save my M anymore I just do not know what to think. I will come out of the D much better off finacially and I am starting to think this might not be so bad. I still love her but I know there is no quick path to recovery.
TBH sometimes i look at her and I just see ugliness, pure and simple self centered ugliness.
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20
