Everything AS said is spot on. Also, and this will become a common theme, STOP TRYING TO CONTROL HER!! The sooner you do that the sooner you might have some hope of her returning to the MR. Everything you've done or thought to do up to now is trying to control her or the situation. That is the best way to lose her and fast.

You cannot love her and pursue her into returning the MR. That is how you won her while dating years ago. But now you have a lot of baggage and that technique will no longer work.

Finally, even if you do everything you can, and do it right, she still might D you. You have to prepare yourself for that eventuality.

IF I sound like a broken record, then you are right.

Finally, try to get your mind off of things. That is what GAL is for. Dwelling on this 24/7 will cause you do more harm than good.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018