Looks like I got the ghost post too. Was typing from an iPad. Tried copy/paste from notepad and still a no go. Switched over to a computer browser. Guess it was something to do with the iOS. I'll add my full post shortly...
lol...no go again. I copied/pasted, removed extra lines, checked for weird characters, and used an internet browser. That post was not meant to be I guess.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
I think you still expect your w to act like your w
Expectations are hurting you
You cannot do this forever
You can do this today
And you can move in with her present
It is somerhing that happens inside of you
No matter what your circumstances
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
If I suspect she might be cheating without any specific evidence, is there reason to find out for sure? I of course feel like I need to know, but what are your thoughts?
You are right on the money Gordie. Expectations are killing me. Trying...but this old dog is having trouble learning new tricks. I understand them, but implementing seems an impossible task for me.
