Advice on my scenario Pt. 3

[OrangeK]

I think im getting to the point where i dont want R. I still miss her and have love for her, but the contempt is outweighing it.
She has destroyed my life, and hers, for what? a fling? 4 months into marraige, and 5 years into a relationship?

At the cost of my sons happiness and development?
Disgusting.

I hope she is as unprepared for court and Divorce as she is in most other aspects of her life. Organization, time and money management are all bad for her, because she is mentally 12.

Heres hoping she just gets fed up, frustrated and fails.
My innocence is at stake.

Wish me luck folks.