Advice on my scenario Pt. 3

[OrangeK]

Maybe they are in a fog? Nope takes effort to be that manipulative, no sign of it when removing their knickers or planning their alternate lives. No sign when they are falsely planning to put you in jail, claim you are unsuitable as a dad or out to harm them.
V

"Nope takes effort to be that manipulative"

Good point, i always justified it like she made shitty decisions based on poor thought processes and that she would continue to lie, manipulate and whatnot was just because she was desperately trying to maintain her image and save face rather than face the music and responsibility deal with the ramifications of her actions.
Or god forbid, come and speak to me as her partner when she started becoming unhappy, like a normal adult.

I think she really believed she was in love with me, just like she likely believes she is in love with OM.
She has a limerence issue. I remember her specifically saying "The spark, the butterflies went away, and i dont think theyll come back"

She thinks Limerence is love. She thinks a "CRUSH" is what love feels like. She doesn't know what true, long term, unconditional love is. She thinks she does.
When she has repeated this cycle a few more times i think she might begin to realize its her not others.
We'll see.
As co-parent i have a front seat for the future of her lunacy.

Dunno why im so angry today.
wish i could feed OM a few of his incisors.
ill pretend his face is on my heavy bag.....again.