Both IRL and Here on the board, people talk about "getting over it" and "not thinking about it" like its a lightswitch that can just be flipped on and off to constantly think about my sitch, how i was screwed over and why i shouldn't be holding onto anger.
Sorry, but that's just silly. Im pissed. And justifiably so. I got betrayed in the worst way possible, by someone i loved and trusted indefinitely. There was no long breakdown of our M, we barely had one.
I have every right to be mad about that. Even after yesterdays meltdown, im mad today. What she did is crap, its terrible, it is inhuman. why am i scolded for being effing angry about this?
She pushed for M, she tricked me into being a Dad, and we planned a life. I AM ALLOWED TO BE EFFING ANGRY AT HER, AND AT OM.
And you know what? 2x4 me all you want. I deserve to know where my son sleeps. I deserve to know if OM is brainwashing my child. I deserve to know if they are cultivating a healthy household for him.
F**K WW, F**K OM, F**K her family, they are liars, cheats, and bottom-feeders.
Im entitled to my anger. and im going let it be.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
