I want to be free from having to communicate with her at all. It hurts to hear her happy voice.
I now have 7/7 for the month of May. I'm going to have to work with her to keep that schedule through summer.
Maybe her desires to GAL and see other men will give me more time with the kids. Painful as that is for me, I am adjusting slowly. Seeing her new guy friends hurts. I spent an hour screaming and crying into pillows.
I feel better afterwards but still stings.
Preparing to move into my new place and I'll have my kids. I'm trying to mentally prepare for this upcoming week. It's been awhile since I had them solo and even longer since I had them for a week straight.
Just trying to let go of my emotional co dependence on my wife. Be strong and independent. Unphased. Wish me luck.
