OK, anger, disgust, frustration. All borne from the same place, and all leads to the same destructive behaviors. Just advice buddy, I know cause I've been there: quit dwelling on external stimuli. Who cares who is the the what stage. No bearing on you. That is what GAL is all about, being happy and pleased with WHERE YOU ARE! Regardless of W, OM, and all your friends.
I know, it is tough, but this is your task especially leading up to and after your court date. Take as much time for yourself as you can. Gym. Movies. Hanging out with the single guys you know. Anything you can do to stay busy, stay positive, and stay focused.
When we have too much time on our hands is when we spiral, spin, dwell, and get into these angry, frustrated, and disgusted places.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018