MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART VII

[ItHurts]

Hi AS,
Well it was a rather strange divorce for me. We were very close and never at any point did we hate each other. So I was and am open to R with her simply because I truly believe your problems were and are very fixable. Of course I say this because I was the major problem they eventually ruined our marriage so I know altering my behavior and maturing as I have in recent years that I could be the husband that she truly deserved. Also encouraging is that we both willingly accept blame and have spoken at length over what we did wrong. That helps too. So I could very much imagine us reconciled for these reasons. Having said that, there has been no R talk at all but I guess the writing is on the wall that it will inevitably be a subject that comes up. Of course it will have to be her that initiates it I'd say...but perhaps before too long we will get there.
Just the fact that she was initially so aggressive with contacting me, and of course her timing right after I moved out of Mary's, suggests to me that maybe there is a chance for us to try again. Hard for me to believe that being a skeptic...but I like to think there's more to this story to come. I just wish her cancelling didn't happen because that really set off my already-existing skepticism that maybe she just thinks we shouldn't talk again at all...it kind of shredded any amount of optimism I was starting to feel about R.