Alright. Feel more settled and determined now. I've been through hell and back with other things in my life and I am ready to tear this $hit apart.

Summer is here and I am already looking good. Time to turn the dial up on this workout and diet and climbing and start crushing all of these goals.

Can't wait for a woman to touch me and realize I am made out of steel, and catch that look on her face. I already got game as a parent and friend and I am hella smart - I know the mix that I bring is going to be hard to compete with and W is always going to compare whatever trash with me.

Time for grit and hardwork and joy in life. My kids are going to see a happy, patient, masculine, and all put together dad. Imma cry my river tonight with some scotch; make my plans; and wake up tomorrow and start living my life for me.

Reset. Recalibrate.


No one is coming to save you!