Hey thanks AS! Yes I like to think that she is struggling because feelings were awakened in her from seeing me in person again and that's why she cancelled. But the skeptic in me that always seems to win over my thoughts is telling me she just isn't interested. I guess I'm finding it too hard to believe that something this good could happen to me...that being that my WAW may actually be making the very slow journey back to me but that seems to be the general consensus here with everyone replying. Yes my picnic is just fine. I have no problem at all just going about my business...work (and sleep LOL) has me pretty busy these days anyway. But yes there is no question that I am going to do absolutely nothing now except make her wait a few hours if/when she ever texts again...which again it's nice to hear that most replying here seem to think she likely will. Just so hard to believe that maybe, just maybe, you guys are right and she does want me back and is is struggling with herself.
ME: 43 W:44 M 13 years on 5-5-01 T 18 years BD 4/27/14 D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date) WAW moved out 5/12/14 Papers filed 6/27/14 Divorce granted 07/17/14 Our marriage ends 11/17/14