ItHurts, she probably got cold feet. She wants you, but she still has a lot of fear and anxiety that the past will repeat itself. As Artista said, your M failed because it was a crappy M. You've changed, she sees you've changed, but she's afraid to go outside the castle walls. She'll lower the drawbridge and raise it back up. Then lower it and walk to the end of it and run back and raise it. Then lower it and step onto the grass this time before running back, etc. etc. What do you do? Enjoy your picnic. Don't even look her way.
Your next move is no move. Go right back to normal. Don't worry about her. I'm pretty sure she'll reach out again (lower the drawbridge).
