believe it or not, if you don't R you will eventually get to a point where you are happy she left. Especially when you are better, more healthy and in a new relationship, you will look back at this and wonder why you tried to hold on to her so tightly.
I know I have an ex-gf that I was like that with. Now I look back at her and her life and think "praise be to God that I didn't end up with her!". And I still love her by the way, just don't want to be with her. At the time I was losing her I thought the earth would stop spinning.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
