Another Stander, thanks for the words of wisdom and support.

This ordeal is becoming a living hell. Sometimes you feel ok and then soon after you feel like total sh!t. I often wonder how will i get thru this? She is pushing to get the separation agreement done before she moves out in 2 weeks. I am a total NOOB- and i don't want do anything irrational. How should I proceed?

M51 w50
T-20Yrs M-16Yrs
S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up
1 Awesum dog
BD 10/31/17
separate rooms 02/08/18
wife moved out 05/17/18