In case it helps, my posts that didn't show up were from iOS 11.3 and the one above that did work came from my old iPad using iOS 9.3.5. Both previews worked.
Xw has been friendly towards me again since I last posted. She often hangs around while switching kids or coming by to drop off/pick up something. She talks to me a lot about her work, mostly venting. There have been a couple things I though I would journal about. At the tax deadline xw asked about filing married. I laughed and said we can't, were divorced. She told me she didn't think we were and that she didn't think it was finalized. I showed her the decree and even then she texted her lawyer to ask. It was done a year ago. She acted happy but idk if it was real or not. sometimes she is incredibly giddy and sometimes idk if her "happy" is real. Other times she is really down.
xw has now become a workout freak. She tells me about it all the time and brought me protein powder to try. Last week d tells me swear leaves them alone in the morning to go to the gym! Then s says to her were to supposed to tell anyone. I assured them they weren't in trouble and d told me she goes to the gym in the morning before they get up and how the tablet was linked to her phone in case they needed something! I had to call xw out on it, fully expecting her to freak out. I didn't chastise but just said it wasn't acceptable and that if working out was that important to her to bring the kids over in the morning and I would get them ready or come there to. She immediately started apologizing, telling me she only did it once and then about how she was left alone to young. I told her I knew and that I was sorry that happened to her as a child and how I was left alone too early as well but times have changed and she can't do that. Idk if I believe her about only doing it once but I don't think she will again. I guess I sure need to keep my eyes open. I can't believe she did this, she knew it was wrong but did it anyway.
I've been alright except for work stress. My boss is difficult (to be very nice) and the best help I've had just quit. This is followed by another about a month earlier whose replacement told me he is going to quit. So that leaves me. Trying to be patient while I search for something that fits and appreciate what I have but it's frustrating.
I hope everyone is doing well and hopefully enjoying some nice spring weather!