Advice on my scenario Pt. 3

[OrangeK]

I think the fact that the divorce that I never wanted is in motion is adding a lot of stress. I've heard a lot of people mention that the whole process takes a long time I have already done first appearance and our first hearing is at the end of May. it is currently set as uncontested call Crow How long can I expect things to take? I feel like time would be my ally in this situation and I'm ready to be patient for the week see what the outcomes will be I have a feeling the wayward reality is going to set in for her sometime before Christmas of this year. lots of sentimental dates coming up Mother's Day Father's Day my birthday I've resolved to disconnect your not have any expectations here but I think Mother's Day is going to be an interesting test as we may be communicating by then and she will likely expect something whether or not she actually says something about it. at this point I have the mindset that the motion to hold is not going to be granted and divorce will move forward and I'm not going to stand in the way if that is the case it's time to take care of myself