Deep down I'm sure you are right. I have never really been all that interested in re kindling the things that I have left behind. With or without facebook, I can still see her page. I know I am going against the advice, but I'm making one. At the very least I won't have to send so many emails out to the rest of my family with pictures of my kids. If it starts to go south then I will suspend or delete it. Either way I will post here, and give that I told you so moment as I'm sure it will happen. Additionally, I spoke to my wife again today. She knows that I am trying to accept a new norm and give space. And then she came over to the house to "pack" Packed 2 small boxes in 3 hours and it was hell on me. I do not currently possess the will power to not drink, and walk away from her while she is at my house. So I was around her and inevitably we talked about things. It didn't get anyone anywhere. But I stayed on the Sobriety wagon. And honestly, even though the last two days have been the hardest two in 21 weeks, I think staying sober is more important to me.
