Also, read your last few posts. All framing your day in terms of if you had contact with your W, how much, and what her behavior is/was.
You are going to drive yourself crazy. You have to detach. You have to GAL. You have to start 180ing. You are driving her away and yourself nuts with your current actions.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018