My New Scenario

[Newly20]

6 weeks post Seperation. She seems a little more "happy" when she comes around, i try not to read into these situations but i am making note of any changes. Yesterday she asked if D3 could spend the upcoming week at MIL. This time she asked me in person when picking up D3, previously she would only do this over the phone or via text. I replied that I didn't think it would be a good idea.

I'm in no way trying to be petty by not allowing this, but for ME its not going to work, i need my daughter and seeing her on a daily allows me to thrive per say. At the same time i have no problem with the inlaws coming by so D3, but a whole week is just asking too much given the current situation.

This week in particular has been difficult. I find myself with more emotion than usual and i cant seem to pinpoint it to anything. My thought is this, i leave home for work and no one is home, and i come back home from work with no one waiting for me. This has really hit me hard as of late.