Hello, I'm new here. :)

[Jlh]

This was a HUGE bombdrop on me and not to excuse his behavior but I was not the most supportive wife. I let my own stress over our son's autism put me in an angry depression and I focused on him only for years, living like a roommate with my husband basically.

I don't excuse what he's done but I certainly have my own issues with anger and depression to work on as well. I was a lazy wife, half-assing things and pitying myself. I've been seeing my therapist and I'm feeling good again, not the best right now, mind you, but I eat better, sleep better, go out in the sun and play with my boy and I have more energy and smile a ton more at strangers rather than thinking the world is out to get me.

I'm enjoying working on me, I'm learning and remembering the little things I used to love to do alone again. I'm even going to go see a movie by myself in a few days when the kiddo is back in school.