I know I need to breath.... slow down and begin again! Damn this is so hard....H slept in the spare room last night....all my fault....I wanted to talk about our M and he was tired it was 1am in the morning.....I can't sleep anymore...have had insomnia since this all started. He left the house this morning ....stonewalling ....not talking to me at all now. Just ignores me like I don't exist....things are very very bad....I'm losing hope. Feel like his mind is made up - he doesn't want me and I just need to back off and let hi go. I'm exhausted, physically, mentally and emotionally just completely done....anyway I just need t get through this day and face all the meetings and heavy load at work. It's a long weeken so I will rest up
