Ok. today [censored]. I know i shouldn't have looked.

On Facebook - "On this day: Memories"

3 years ago today - WW: "I cant wait to Be Mrs.(mylastname) it looks so weird to write my name like that, cant wait for my love to get home so i can make him dinner while the baby plays in his swing after a long day of fire training for him!! <3<3"

I didnt "like" it or comment on it. But F**K did that sting. my heart is somewhere near my ankles right now.

stay focused, stay focused, stay focused.


P.S.
I cant get the "did she see that today too? did it hurt her to see it?" out of my head....


M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds