art - I appreciate the 2x4; and it is taken with much value. The cycle is concerning and am not going to repeat it again. The reason I am hurting now more than I did before is b/c I told myself I would only wait until the end of April and then I would file. I am not ready to file now. So everything maybe got brought up to the forefront of my mind.
I need to get back to focusing on myself, GAL, making a better Chris, figuring out what I want in my life, gaining alpha characteristics, building a confident dynamic with my everyday life, and not detaching.
M:30 W:28 T:9 MR:2.5 NoKids Seperation 1: 9/16-12/16 Move back in: 1/17 BD: 8/15 She moved out: 9/1
