Maika- thank you for taking the time to share some of your wisdom with me. I really appreciate it.
I know there are more fish in the sea, as they say. But im not even beginning to think about that. I dont want to become the "I'll never get married again" jaded type person but honestly that seems a lot more realistic for me at this point.
Ive been working on GAL, I didnt want you to think I am literally sitting around the house waiting for her to figure it out, I meant more in the figurative sense. Like just waiting for her to figure things out or file papers/find someone new. I try to get home as late as I can, I go to work, then train as much as my body allows me to. I usually walk in the door around 9/930, shower, watch some news then go to sleep.
We worked with a MC 2x before she left (at her request) but she still complained about him saying he wasnt helping and it felt like a waste of time even though it was her idea. I saw him last week, the day after she left and I plan on continuing to work with him. Ill be there tomorrow. If she wants to work things out thats definitely going to be a just.
Ill keep working on me and trying to figure out who I am. [censored] to say but honestly, right now I dont know.
