I get that i likely look like the flailing, weakling desperate LBH. Maybe I am, privately. That is the side that WW say up until Jan when RO was put in place.
This is why i am hashing through so many "what if's" and "what if she..." on here. So i have my head on straight and have a solid game plan, with "rehearsed" responses, rebuttals and reactions prepared for when we can talk. So when that happens i can DB correctly, efficiently and confidently. If that breeds zero results, so be it. Despite how i type here, in my mock preparations, the first rule i took to heart when i posted here for the first time is still foremost in my mind.
NO EXPECTATIONS.
As far as i am concerned everything is dead and gone. Anything beyond that is a win.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds