Just had a chance to fully read and digest this. Thank you. this type of encouragement is what helps so much when things get dark. I dwell. Dwelling is an issue i have. Compounded by the total lack of closure, contact or info.
your bible quote actually reminded me of a quote my WW's EX told me when i contacted him to try and understand WTF she was going through in her head, "You cant trip on whats behind you" and i try to live that.
I am going to literally PRINT what you said in response to me "living in ear of the TRO is lifted and she continues to ghost me" and put it somewhere i can see it daily. probably in my cubicle at work, where i do most of my negative dwelling lol.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds