Youre right juju, it does hurt. I kmow she doesnt want anything to do with me now, I just feel like this is all so unnecessary.

I think she was expecting me to chase after her and try to beg for her to come back. When that didnt happen she blocked me to try to get me to react again. Everything she did, the way she did it, the fact she took my cat and my truck, she did to try to get a reaction. Either to make me beg for her forgiveness or to have a reason/excuse to say "see, hes an a-hole" and leave for good.

Is that kinda what you mean by painting a picture?