I think at some point you need to do some work to get over the issues that caused the disintegration of the marriage, or make a decision to go your separate ways. Obviously you can't continue in in-house S forever, right? I mean you aren't going to be happy with that long-term are you?
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018