Keep reading and keep posting. Its time to love yourself. Learning to love yourself is hard. Stop checking up on her, stop snooping, detach, once your are truly detach her social life wont affect you at all. As LBS we take every little thing to mean it's over. And we also take any little sign the WW or WAS give us to mean we have hope.
Once you realize there is always hope, you will be ok. But hope don't always come when and how we want it to come. Start working, start living, start loving and you will start to see the world for how beautiful it truly is. You are the prize, it's time for you to start living that way.
It's easier said then done, your changes won't happen over night. They will come gradually. Take your time, you will make mistakes, you will fall, but keeping getting up and you will start to see how resilient you truly are. It's nothing more attractive than a confident, resilient person.
Smile, smile, and laugh. You will have enough days of long hurtful thoughts, so smile and laugh as often as possible.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.