Count on ups and downs (IV)

[WillDo]

I continue to maintain my positive state despite of the recent reality that I have witnessed.

I bought Michele's latest book Healing from Infidelity.
Specifically Chapter 8: When your spouse won't end the affair.

The book talks about it and my therapist has been asking about it. To open up to a friend who would support my marriage. I really don't have anybody. I can only reveal what I am going through in this forum and to my therapist. My therapist admitted not being experienced on affairs. I didn't go to him for that. I went there to find myself. So don't want to open up to anybody.