hi Olya, Just read your story, sorry for what you have been through. In some aspects my H is similar, i dont know if he has MLC @ 34 or if he is just wanting to get as far away from responsibilities and me as possible. we have 2 Ds aged 3 and 5 months, he dropped D bomb when baby was 7 weeks. I have been living in constant fear, depression, shock and denial too. Trying LRT but dont know how to combine LRT with showing care and affection. I totally understand how you feel, he has put you through hell. Every time he fixes the blame on you tell yourself its about him, his journey and his fears. You being the spouse are getting the brunt of this misery.
