Hi Cal,

I thougt about that, but he doesn't come and visit now, so it sort of didn't make sense he would want to come and visit me after the D is final.

I don't think I am just thinking negative here, but since I tend to I might be. But I tried to look at it logically.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"