Advice on my scenario pt. 2

[OrangeK]

Ok, re-read that last post of mine.
Definitely looking back, i see what you mean.
The feeling that the injustice of this all will never be resolved, acknowledged or apologized for is REALLY hard to stomach.

How could you hurt someone you vowed to love forever, so SOON after speaking that vow.
Married Sept 2016 - Affair began April 2017.
Like, what the actual F**K?
But like you said, cant change the past. I wish i could stop dwelling on it. Ive been waiting 7 months for my Brain to SHUT UP about all this hahaha.

Positives:
The "waves" are less frequent and lesser duration as time goes by.

I know my value. I am a good man husband and father. If she never sees that again, someone else will. Her loss.

Im loving all the activities i have been enjoying that were put off in the past. Cant wait to start climbing again (if the weather ever cooperates!).
(Reframe if you read this, do you climb inside or outside? both?
Im currently at like 5.9 outside on a good day, i am SO OFF MY GAME!)

Looking forward to hiking.

Last but not least AT ALL; my son is now 3.5, he is really starting to become his own person and i cant wait to share all my hobbies and activities with him.
Seeing how hard this has been on him has been the worst.
She must be seeing it when she has him.
Im sure thats my fault too. lol.

trying to stay positive.
The next 2 weeks will be long and hard.
Pray for just results for me people!