OK, you are doing a lot of backwards looking here. Past is gone, can't change it. Just concentrate on the future. You have had the gift of time and honoring this TRO will be seen as a huge success by the court. I guarantee if you had violated it that it would get extended. By not violating it you've given it a chance to be revoked.
Regardless though you can only control you so continue to do that in the here and now, day by day. Be the best OK you can possibly be!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
