Trust me bud i get it. I need to be super careful with the whole RO factor and i still stupidly sent my WW a friend request on snapchat the other day.
There are days i am literally starving for any iota of attention from her, forget attention, just communication.
Other days i am resolved and doing great.
We have another court case in two weeks and this may be the first time i actually see her in person since the end of Jan.

Im legitimately scared.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds