You don't know how good the affirmation from you that I am doing well feels to me!
You, Sage and Shiny know me from when I first joined the bb.
I think I am slipping up less often, and I am very much actively trying to do better.
You know it feels very different, and good to be more in control of yourself, just gives you a bit more confidence.
I do wish I could have saved our marriage. I feel we have progressed a long ways in our communication just in the past month or so. Been more respectful of one another and the friendship in a way feels closer than it has in a while.
He is also letting me keep Frostbyte, said he did a lot of crying and debating over that one. I said you don't ever want to see him again? He said, no, he wants to be able to come over all the time and visit FB.
Still working on that future. It is fuzzy at the moment. But am hoping I am seeing some clearing in it since I got through that dark spell this week.
Thank you for everything Cal. You have been great through all of this mess, for a year now!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
You have been great through all of this mess, for a year now! 
