I think you've been doing extremely well - especially recently. Sure you slip up sometimes but we all do, as I've said a million times, the most important things are (1) what you do after you slip up and (2) that you actively try to do better next time.
What I've seen in recent posts is that you're really able to analyze yourself and your actions - and sometimes CHL's actions. You're really taking responsibility for yourself and what you do. And what I've seen especially in this last week is this woman who's standing on her own two feet for the first time in a long time.
Life has a funny way of going on even if we're not ready for it to... and no matter what happens to us. We can't just say, "Hey! I'm in the middle of a D here.. STOP!". So I know you're feeling uncertain about what the future will bring but the future is coming whether you want it to or not - it's your choice what you do with it.
