oh pam, you are working on it! it's a hard road i know, damn i know

and you have worked on alot, but this is the one thing i continue to see in your posts. you list positives, and then you come out with a one sentence whammy - like "but" blah blah blah -

does that make sense. please don't think i don't see progress in your growth (who am i anyway? just a fellow worker in this thing called life) - i see tremendous progress - just that statement you made plays games with your head...i don't want that to happen anymore

to borrow from brian tracy...say this something wonderful is gonna happen to me today - or after this divorce, or in my life, fill in the blanks, and damn if it doesn't work pam, just try it...