Pam,

Your posts for the most part have been well thought out.

You have been articulating yourself well.

However, each and every time you talk about suicide, I go on hyper-alert.

I took St. John's wort for 3 years and thought I was fine up until the day I landed myself in the hospital.

I believed I was controlling my depression. That my thoughts of suicide were rational.

Now that I am out of the black hole, I can see how irrational my thoughts and actions were.

Pam, I care about you, but I am not trained nor capable of helping you.

I really want to...but I can't.

I am begging you.

Please go talk to a doctor.


PIB