I wanted to be sure you were clear on that isn't where I am at now.
I had some pretty dark days this week. Went home and sobbed, my shelties were all over me. Shimmer kept licking the tears off of my face.
I realized this morning as they were all five cuddled up in bed with me touching me in some spot, (btw: you CAN'T move when this happens), that they truly love me and they would be losing their daddy and their mommy if I did something like that, and yeah I may have made arrangements for them, but that breaks up the family.
I have two full sisters, a half sister and 2 sons of one of the sisters. So they are truly a family.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
