Sorry, it was this one. That is why I didn't ask. It wasn't in a depressed way it was more of a philosophical debate. Reasons against versus reasons for. I hope that made a little bit of sense.
I would be delighted to help you come up with some options for your life moving forward, Pam. I think that the posts that you re-posted from kml and me and ?? are great places to start.
I just feel there are no dreams left, nothing I want to do or will be capable of doing. This is going to sound wimpy and I'm not down right now. But like I have lived my life and there is nothing left that I want to do. Nothing to look forward too.
I believe I will sit down and write a list of things I appreciate. It might really help me out here.
But...if it's the latter ... I'm not qualified in any way...other than to help you perhaps see some other potential outcomes.
That was the plan.
PS Critical homework assignment...WHAT is UP with your medication going forward? You are talking about going off of Zoloft? We NEED to come up with a solution to that, Pam.
I am not sure how much medication I have left, but I cannot reorder from CHL's insurance till the end of May it said and I probably won't still be on his insurance at the end of May.
My thought is once I get through the divorce to talk to doctor about stepping the medication down gradually.
Quote: Well...you can figure out a "worst case" budget, right?
I really am not good at budges. But I need to do this, I agree.
You may not know what the settlement details are...what do you think is the worst case (don't post the details here!). what would that mean economically for you? where would you live? Etc.
I will try to give this some serious thought this weekend at times when I am NOT down, but pretty level. I think better at those times.
How about some contingency PLANS?
Sage
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
