Maybe Things are settling?

[Ggrass]

The wonky lamb and his mate went out with 400 mates in the big paddocks.
Seemly she had become lost or absorbed into the mob, so when the sheep left I was left with a lone sheep. Wonky lamb. Soon he will have a new bunch of sheep as mates but now while we wait he got no mates hence he's making us the humans and the dog s his family.

The bf is around he's found a few but as is the way around here they dry up. No way he has 2 part time jobs which Mean he's got some stable income for now. And decent hours so he can start making plans,

It's almost winter and it very dry so hay and wood for fires is now the focus at home.
I've got some projects to start and it bugs me sometimes how hard it is. Never having the right tools, but it happens Evuntally.

S has still been not so great to have about. So I have been ramping up the boundaries. He's telling people how I hate him and have cut him off, which is certainly not the case.
He's decided to sing from the victim sheet. Mainly Becasue last time he wanted me to drop everything and write him a resume. He has a job but wants something else.

I refused to take time off from my job or stay up late to write him one or find a job. He's now not sleaking to me, although that doesn't extend to coming to the house to take things, mostly his own things but stil notice and mentioning it would be a bit more polite.


Know I also now quite by accident that the most likely reason the xh2 pick the ow, is she almost earns twice what I do. A stupid job add on fb passed by my news feed with her as the contact giving a price for the salary. Given she's the top of the tree, I'm guessing she earns a bit more but even still. It would be almost double.

The d stuff was done a while ago, but like I said he keeps claiming what I did in my life was him. I get somthings are joint but yeah good luck, trying to be me.
I might be the person you thought I should have been, but I'm not the useless waste. Of space you abused me for being.

And I had to use a slew jacket this week, a had a lady Rock up to work to abuse me over something she some how imagined I said.. right.
She was angry and using word salad she tryed to tell me I was embarised and cowardly.
I just stood there completely unaffected, feeling bad for her. Shouting out where anyone could hear making a fool of her self. The boss came down and moved her along.

I will be interested to See how long before she comes back around pretending it didn't happen. There was a time which seems so long ago I would have told her some home truths, I would have put her in her place well and truely. Most people would call that standing up for ones self. My view of standing up is different now, I just stated what I said, I didn't engage in her projection. Then the boss moved her along.

I felt powerful, and it didn't matter what she thought go figure,