At the moment I am very much of the mindset to see if I can't find other options.
That is actually what I considered asking Sage to play devil's advocate with me today about, but realized I couldn't really ask that of her.
I don't think CHL is aware that I was pretty seriously there this week. I think Tuesday he had an inkling of it. But the rest of the week I don't believe he did.
Which means I really am getting better at managing myself and acting as if.
Because I didn't really post it straight out either as I have in the past.
Which to me makes it seem I am getting much better at managing myself and have more self control.
I know I am really going to miss the Zoloft, because I DO believe it has helped me quit a bit!
Am wondering if that St John's Wort or whatever that people talk about would help me some.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
