True. Thank you for the reminder.

So if I go that route I will FEEL I failed.

I already feel I failed in the marriage. I don't want to feel I failed at everything.

I think I would feel like I was right back where I left 6 - 7 years ago. And I don't want to be back there.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"