I think some of that might be true but some of that is me trying to learn to manage things on my own rather than looking for someone else to help with it.
To me that has been one of my big problems is I did want someone else to manage my emotions so I didn't have to keep myself in control.
To me I really look at moving back just 2 miles down the road from where I left as a total failure.
Not only did my relationship fail but my moving away to bigger city, better paying job. Just going back I think would make me really feel even more of a failure.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
